The Best Feeling

Dear Little Fish ,

Today marks the day I officially felt you swimming around in my belly. I've thought I could feel you here and there for about a week, but today I REALLY felt you. I love these little flutters and kicks, it lets me know alls good in there for you. Your brother and sister or daddy can't feel you yet, so for know, this is our little secret. I can't believe how much I love you already. I dream about what you'll look like, the way you'll smell so good and new. I can't wait to hold you in my arms. I know we have a while, so for now, I'll cherish every hiccup and every kick you've got.

I love you to your bones little fish

Your Mama


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A night time visit

Last night I had a visit from my grandma in my dreams. I was in a room full of babies and there were other people around and out of the corner of my eye I saw my grandma. She didn't say anything and it seemed like no one else could see her. I walked towards her and she reached out and grabbed my hand and squeezed it really tight, and then she was gone. I woke up and i could feel her around me. I could almost smell her it was so real. I think it means this new babe has an angel in heaven looking over it.

Thanks for meeting me last night grandma. I've missed you everyday and it was good to feel your warm hands on mine. Thank you for watching over this new babe of ours. What a lucky babe to have someone like you on its side. I love you do much. See you next time

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Beat It Heat

It's hot as crap here.
I'm over it.
Im over feeling sticky and sweaty and miserable. I mean i really cant think of a better way to spend my days than in a non air conditioned house in a puddle of my own sweat.
The only good thing is that we get to eat lots of otter pops and no one looks at us funny for doing so.
Fall can come anytime it wants. The only thing to do is sit in a pool and eat watermelon.


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Sissy is 3

one day I'll get around to uploading real pictures from my big camera. For now, iphone pics will have to do 

This little nugget turned 3 in June. I woke up the morning of and couldn't believe she was so big so fast. Dear Father Time, I don't ask for much, but I am begging you to PLEASE slow down. I want my babies to be babies for just a bit longer if you don't m ind. Go speed someone else's life up for a bit. 

Sissy Girl, 

We sure got lucky with you. I could have never imagined a more perfect little girl. You are smart and witty. The perfect combination of sassy and sweet. You give me a million kisses all day long, and tell me I'm gonna be your best friend for ever ever. I'm holding you to that one sweet babe. You're obsessed with Lip Gloss, the old movie "On The Town", and being in your chonies. Your Daddy and your Brother are your favorite people and they really wouldn't have it any other way. Your heart is so pure and so full of love it blows me away everyday. I can't wait to see you with this new babe. You tell us everyday that when it come out you are going to love it and hold it and sing it song, and I have no doubt about it. 

I love you to your bones baby girl 

XXOO Mama 

A Belly

Yeah, I know. I look six months pregnant already. Its CRAZY the third time around ! This was over  a week ago at 12 weeks. Add a couple trips to Del Taco and a few BLT's and you can just imagine what I look like now.  I'm going to be the size of a house by the end of all this. 

What's New According to My Phone

                                          Went for a ride on the carousel with my girl

 Bought a new pillow 

 I've eaten a million Otter Pops

 The girl has been working on her tan 

  I officially have a baby bump that I can't suck in anymore 

 Went on a date with this guy 

 Grabbed coffee with these Looney Tunes 

What???? I'm pregnant ok 

The kids spent the weekend at Mamu's and went to the Aquarium 

So what's new with you?